If you can not put your heart in mind ...

I have Tube in paint Blood doggy and cunt To hit a pulse I'm alive The color is alive The color that is not usually used I am waiting for a turn. I am lonely Aligned At the edge of the paint ... While quieting ... There are colors that you dislike Even disbelief if painted as disgusting While doing white construction paper I will ask for reasons for my existence Even if it is not me ... Even if it's not me ... Like a person with compatibility So color is alive Violently seek out reasons for being used Why can not I go if I am not ... I will not let you paint easily A heartfelt thinking subject To paint on the way of calligraphy I can not do it easily If you can not put your heart in mind ... If I can not put in my thoughts ... The color painted on the drawing paper is I still do not see it as I thought Spreading towards the figure ... The poet ~ Now person ...